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Dealing with Stuff (literally): sorting through a loved ones belongings

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When my grandmother died she had lived in the same house for over fifty years.  It was the house where so many memories lived . . . feeding birds in the back yard, rolling Easter eggs down the front hill, sitting on the screened-in front porch playing cards and drinking lemonade.  In the weeks and months after she died it was so hard to be in the house without her.  It was her house and it still felt like she should be there, just around the corner in the kitchen or in the TV room.  Every corner was filled with her life – her photo albums and books, her handwriting and her dishes; a place for every thing and every thing in its place.

There was a part of all of us, I think, that wanted to leave the house the way it was,  a perfect time capsule.  How could we change this house where my father grew up?  How could we give a single thing away?  How could we sell this house that no one else had ever owned?  This house was the only place we ever knew my grandmother.  The answer to every question was that we couldn’t, but we had to.  Just like you can’t imagine the world will go on without the person who died, somehow it does.  You imagine that you won’t be able to put one foot in front of the other, and yet somehow you do.   You want to hold on to everything forever, but you can’t.  There it is.  It sucks.  So what do you do?  Each person and family is a little different, but here are some considerations and ideas on getting started.

A Note on Everyday Reminders:sorting through belongings
One luxury we had when my grandmother died was that she lived in her own home.  Though it was difficult to walk through the door and face all of her belongings, when it got too much we could go home.  When my father died there were far fewer items to deal with, but we could not get a break from them.  When you lose someone who lives in your home their belongings surround you.  From their toothbrush in the bathroom, to their laundry in the hamper, to their books on the nightstand, to their keys by the door, everywhere you turn there is a reminder of that person.  Though some of these items may be comforting, many are just small and painful reminders of the absence in the house.  Yet often the only thing more painful than seeing these items every day may be the idea of seeing them in the trash.

If you can’t bring yourself to throw away those half-empty shampoo bottles, to-do lists, and medications, find someone who can.  Friends and extended family are often desperate to help but just don’t know how.  Think of this as one way you can help them to help you.  Tell them what you want to get rid of and ask them to throw it out and take the trash with them when they go, so you aren’t left staring at the trash bag.

While your friend is there, consider the “everyday reminders” that are not trash or that are especially distressing for you.  These may be things that are particularly hard to see everyday, but that you do not want to give or throw away.  Grab a box or pick a room you don’t use often to put them in (or ask your friend to do it for you).  These items could be anything – the scarf your wife was in the middle of knitting, your husband’s coffee mug in the cabinet, that dirty laundry basket in the laundry room, your daughter’s lacrosse stick on porch – whatever.  Put them somewhere out-of-the-way until you are ready to face sorting through belongings.

Considerations for Getting Started: The 4 Ps
I would love to say take your time, do everything at your own pace, don’t rush.  If you can hold off on making large decisions, like moving or selling a home, consider giving yourself time before making these decisions.  Sadly, the reality is that there are some items that need to get taken care of sooner rather than later and sometimes big decisions need to be made.  Make a list of priorities that need to be done for practical reasons (bills, bank accounts, housing, things from the workplace, etc).  Set some goals for timeframes and consider specific people who will be your best supporters.  The most common items people feel an immediate need to address are financial items.  If your loved one had a lot of bills and insurance paperwork that you need to deal with, ask a friend who is a bookkeeper, accountant, or just very well-suited to those sorts of tasks for help.

Though the practical items may have deadlines and consequences if not quickly addressed, equally as important is to prioritize those which will help maintain your sanity.  That will vary from person to person.  Some people are going to feel like they are losing it if they can’t bag up everything immediately and start getting rid of it.  Other people are going to want to keep everything in its place for as long as possible.  Like so many things in grief, there is no right way or wrong way.  But one thing that is almost always helpful is to make a plan.  Bagging everything up and trashing it without thinking it through?  Not a good idea.  Avoiding going through items for years because you just don’t want to face it?  Also not a good idea!  Whenever you decide you are ready to start planning consider the following questions:

PARTICIPANTS: do you want to do it alone or with support from others? 
If you plan to do it with others, who?  Think of close family members, but also consider friends who may be helpful.  Do you have a friend who is a good organizer?  Or one who is good at helping you make decisions?  If you are putting it off, tell a friend a goal date to get started so they can help you face the task.

PEOPLE:  If there are people who can’t be present, what items do they want you to keep?
Make sure to ask in advance and be very specific.  Throwing or giving away items that were of value to other family members can become a source of conflict.  Often one item that has little meaning to one family member can have significant sentimental value to another family member.  Don’t assume you know what might be important to other members of the family.

PRIORITIZE and PLAN: What order do you want to go through things? 
This may be dependent on priority.  For example, if your spouse owned a small business or took care of all the household bills, going through the office first will likely be a priority.  Room-by-room often makes sense, but decide what will work best for you.

PACE YOURSELF: How much time will you spend per “session” going through items? 
This can be an overwhelming process. Keep in mind you will probably stumble upon objects you haven’t seen in a long time and continuous reminders of the person you’ve lost.  It may be tempting to want to do it all at once, but taking breaks is important if it gets too overwhelming.

Save for Me, Save for Others, Sell, Donate, Throw Awayboxes 3

Now that you are ready to start, keep five categories in mind: save for me, save for others, sell, donate, throw away.  You may want to get color coded Post-It notes to place on larger items reflecting these categories and start bag/boxes with the five categories for the smaller items.  Almost any item should fit in one of these categories.  Focus on being realistic.  Though it was dad’s favorite suit, if no one in your family is going to wear it, it probably does not belong in a keep box.  Though your grandmother may have cleaned and kept every margarine container she every used (like mine did) they probably are going to need to be recycled.

The Not Sure Box

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You may want a sixth box for items you are not sure about.  It can be easy to hit a block if you get stuck on an item you really don’t know what to do with.  If this happens, put it in the “not sure” box and keep moving.  Set a limit to your “not sure” box so it doesn’t become out of control.  For example your limit is 10 items, once there are 10 in the box you will need to revisit something and make a decision on it before you can add something new.

Challenges: The Keep Pile
Ultimately several challenges arise when these boxes start to fill.  First, the keep piles become huge.  It is so hard to part with objects when they can feel like all we have left.  When the keep-pile has gotten out of control, consider the following:Keep Pile

1) Do you have space for it?

If you wife collected dragonflies or salt and pepper shakers it may be impossible to imagine parting with that collection.  Consider keeping just a few favorites, sharing others with friends and family, and selling or donating those that remain.

2) Have you kept multiples?

If your wife collected dragonflies or salt and pepper shakers it may be impossible to imagine parting with that collection.  Consider keeping just a few favorites, sharing others with friends and family, and selling or donating those that remain.

3) Can you take a photograph of the item?

Some items will be extremely painful to part with, no matter how much the rational part of your brain tells you that you need to.  Consider photographing items that are hard to part with, so you can create a memory book of photos.  For especially meaningful items, such as a house your family may need to sell, consider bringing in a professional photographer to ensure that you get high quality images.

4) Can you create something meaningful from a subset of items?

Keeping your sister’s clothes when no one will wear them or books when no one will read them may not make sense.  Consider ways you can keep and display a meaningful subset items while letting the rest go.  A more extensive blog post on this is coming, but one example of this may be taking swatches of your loved ones favorite clothing items and creating something to keep in your home, like a quilt.   If your loved one had hundreds of books, perhaps frame the title pages from her favorites in high quality frames and hang them in your home.  You get the idea.

Challenges: Selling and Donating
The sell and donate piles may become overwhelming.  It can be hard to know where to donate so many items that we want to ensure go to a good place and a good cause.  It is also be hard to know how to go about selling items.  Read our post on how to go about selling and donating items, including a list of great organizations to which you can donate items.  

Challenges: Emotions
When cleaning out my grandmother’s house we found dozens of letters my grandparents had written back and forth when my grandfather was in the war.  I found a newspaper my grandmother saved from the day I was born.  We found more photo albums than we could count.  All of this can be overwhelming.  Be ready to take breaks.  Be ready to put things into a keep box and sort them later – we knew we were keeping those letters, but during the sorting process was not the time to read them, no matter how much we wanted to!

Good Luck and Get Going!
Our best advice is to approach this experience with a positive attitude and, if doing it with others, surround yourself with people who love and support you.  Though this can be an overwhelming task, it can also be healing.  Though there may be tears, there will likely be just as much memory sharing and laughter.

We would love to hear your experience of what has worked (or hasn’t) in sorting your loved ones belongings.  Leave a comment or send us an email.

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Tamara Beachum

Posted on January 28, 2013 at 12:17 pm

Great post! I especially love your creative suggestions on taking photographs, creating memory books and utilizing clothing in quilts.

I have had the luxury of time to deal with many of my late husband’s belongings. As the years have passed I have found that it is easier for me to handle in small chunks. For one group of belongings or another I have used just about all of the tips you list.

One that I would add is calling in a professional when there are a great number or valuable items to be sold. My husband was a photographer by trade and had professional equipment that needed to be liquidated before it was no longer valuable. A colleague of his helped me catalog all of the items (many that I could not give a name to) and led the charge for creating an estate sale. I was able to use the proceeds in a way that helped my children and me in our grief and also supports their future education.

Thanks for the thorough approach!



Posted on February 10, 2013 at 12:49 pm

Thanks Tamara for visiting and the comment — was on vacation so a little behind on replies. It is a great suggestion about calling a professional. It is easy to not realize the value of certain items, or not know how to go about selling niche items, so it certainly makes sense to find someone to help with this.



Posted on April 3, 2013 at 10:08 am

My Grandma passed last year, 84 years old. Miss her lots !



Posted on April 4, 2013 at 10:42 am

I’m so sorry for your loss!


Darlene Piper

Posted on July 16, 2013 at 3:09 pm

My mother passed away on 25 May, 2013. She was 84 years young. I am the youngest of 5 children and I believe to have been the closest with my mom taking care of her daily. My sister moved in with her and my brother about a year ago and periodically my sister would want to get rid of things that upset my mom as she confided in me to say ” Why does she want to get rid of that dresser just because its old. Does she want to get rid of me because I’m old” was her comment. I would of course say no and that my sister was only trying to organize. Now that my mother has passed away, my sister is wanting to get rid of everything and I am getting upset as I am not ready to part with Mom’s belongings. My sister had boxed most of everything and we got into a tiff about it. Now my sister put everything back to its original state as my mother left it. I am feeling the emotions my mom felt earlier and I do not want to cause any friction between myself and sister. When is the right time to let go of all the belongings?



Posted on July 17, 2013 at 11:56 pm

Darlene, I am so sorry to hear about the death of your mom and also sorry it has brought about some tension in the family.

Unfortunately there is no “right” time to give away belongings. It will vary for every person and every loss.

What I would suggest is taking some time to sit down and talk as a family about your feelings about giving items away. One thing that can be a challenge is when one family member views these items as a comfort and difficult to part with while another views them as a painful reminder. There are many other examples of competing emotions from different family members. Discussing this may not solve the problem of agreeing on a timeframe, but will help everyone better understand each other’s perspective and needs.

Though going through and giving away belongings may feel like and all-or-nothing task, you may want to consider starting with a few items everyone is comfortable giving away. For items people wish to keep but for which there is no space, consider if there are extended family members who may wish to keep the items or be willing to temporarily keep them. Consider if you could give away an item that is less sentimental that you own to replace it with an item that belonged to your loved one.

This post may be of some help, if you have not read it already:

Take care and keep us posted!



Posted on August 29, 2013 at 1:19 pm

Thank you so much for this article! My grandmother passed away February 2013 and it’s been rough on my mom who lived the closest to my grandmother. My mom’s two sisters are too far away to help and my mom gets very overwhelmed when we start to try and help to clean things up. I think the memories can be overwhelming along with the amount of stuff that was accumulated over the years.

Is there a certain time frame that you have to sell a house once a loved one passes?? My grandmother passed in February and we’ve been told to have the house up on the market by November. Is that too soon, or the standard amount of time to have things cleaned out? I’m not sure of the protocol. Thanks again!!



Posted on September 3, 2013 at 8:29 pm

Hey Mary,

Sorry it took us a little while to answer this question. You know, to my knowledge there shouldn’t be a timeframe related to when you need to sell the house. Who’s name is the house in? Is there a financial reason why it needs to be sold? We can’t really speak to when to put the house up for sale when it comes to the housing market or other logistical matters, but we can tell you when it comes to grief there is no standard timeframe in which people are generally ready to do things like sort through, give away, and sell belongings.

I would say if there is no pressing reason why you need to sell the house, give your mother a little time. Everyone is different and where some people are ready to get rid of things right away, others continue to find this task daunting for months and even years. Offer as much support as possible and talk with her about what would make this process easier for her.

If you haven’t already seen this post about ‘How to Give Away the ‘Give Away Pile’ I recommend it:

As well as this one on working with family when sorting through belongings:

And of course please let us know how else we can help!



Posted on December 19, 2013 at 10:08 pm

Hi Mary,

Did you decide if you were going to sell?


Hughes Estate Sales

Posted on December 23, 2013 at 12:55 pm

Great blog post, very thoughtful and organized. Helping people manage their grief is one of the more satisfying aspects of estate sales.



Posted on December 23, 2013 at 2:00 pm

Glad you found this helpful! Please feel free to share if you think it would be helpful for any of your clients. I am sure you run in to many people struggling through this challenge.


Kiri (The Angel Zoe Kindness Project)

Posted on December 30, 2013 at 2:37 pm

This is timely for me to read. I spent all of yesterday avoiding the one task I had given myself – to remove the ad hoc hallway display of my daughter’s little achievements tacked to the wall, put them away and choose some photos to go on the wall instead. I have changed very little since she died, but now have some friends house sitting for a few months, so have to organise some things (which has mostly meant putting them in boxes and out of view).
I did come across this lovely idea in a pin a few weeks ago – perhaps a project for the boxes I have of her artwork tucked away.



Posted on December 30, 2013 at 4:02 pm


Good luck with this project, I can understand wanting to avoid changing this wall for many reasons. I love this Pinterest idea though! I admit I have thrown away more than a handful of my children’s masterpieces and I always feel so guilty, but what do you do with them all? You’re right, putting them in boxes where no one can see them is almost just as sad. This project seems like a great solution. Thanks for sharing.




Posted on January 15, 2014 at 12:37 am

Thank you for this blog. I was my mother’s caregiver so she moved in with me when my father passed away and then became ill herself. She passed in June 2013 in my house. Since then I have been somewhat paralyzed within the house, as everything she did and was for the past 2.5 years is all around me. To read your comments about the difficulty of seeing the half tube of toothpaste, unfinished knitting, etc validated that is a normal grief response and not just an overly emotional menopausal woman at work :-) I have begun to go through her things, hard as it is … when I run into something I can’t deal with, I take a break, watch something stupid on TV till the sadness passes, and try to get back at it. If I can’t that day, well, too darned bad … there will be another day. We must be kind to ourselves!



Posted on February 2, 2014 at 10:35 pm

I understand how you feel. I was my mother’s caregiver, except that I moved into her home. I also feel paralyzed in the house. But, at the same time, I take great comfort in being surrounded by her things. My challenge is in knowing what to do with her clothes and shoes, and am thinking about a consignment shop. It’s easy to toss old lipsticks, but what to do with the things that are good? And there are days when I decide not to think about it.


Jenni - Heavenly Helper

Posted on January 18, 2014 at 7:12 pm

I sympathize with what you are going through. Especially since I have done it myself for my own family members and have experienced first hand how difficult and time consuming the process can be. I have a company that works with families to help them organize, pack, and liquidate an estate that they have inherited after the loss of a loved one. You can get further information at

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Posted on March 5, 2014 at 12:44 am

Wish I’d had the luxury of taking a long time to sort through
my loved one’s belongings. But here is an angle no one is
talking about: if you have been left no $ from them, and you
still must clear out their apartment and you live in a small
place yourself — you have to sort, clear, & give away ‘stuff’
MUCH FASTER than the wealthy family who has time to
sell the house at leisure, etc. Just cry your head off and
get on with it: my only advice. AND: when you die yourself,
be considerate and don’t leave your descendants huge piles
of things/stuff/belongings. More is NOT better in 2014 where
so many people stress over lack of living (and storage) space.



Posted on March 6, 2014 at 8:45 am

Petula, you are very right. Many people don’t have the luxury of time or of even considering keeping half the stuff they might want. I’m sorry this was your experience and we should definitely write a post from this angle for the many people who have to approach this situation from that perspective. Also, as someone who despises clutter, I totally agree about not holding onto a ton of stuff.



Posted on March 23, 2014 at 7:00 am

My husband passed Sept., 2013. I have two sons and they both work. I am going to have back surgery this week and after recovery, I need to figure out where to start. I guess with clothes and shoes.

He was a very large man 5x and 6x (also have lots of smaller sizes) and would love to find someone that goes to church and could use the suits and stuff. I don’t know how to go about this. I kept buying him clothes right up until he passed. Who knows – maybe I thought he couldn’t go anywhere as long as he had new clothes to wear.

There might be a missionary group that could tell me. If anyone has an idea – I am open to hear it.

I guess I am overwhelmed. He has an office to go thru – a garage – a barn. Oh my. We were married over 48 years but only lived here 13 years. (that is long enough to accumulate a lot of stuff)

Totally Covered Over. Whew.



Posted on March 23, 2014 at 8:54 am

Oh Carol, it sounds like you have a lot on your plate. After the surgery please take your time!

We have another post here with ideas about how to find organizations that do good work and will make sure the items find a good home. The link to that post is here:

I actually just learned of a new organization for suits specifically that is called Career Gear. Their website if and they provide suits to men who cannot afford them for job interviews and to begin jobs that require suits. Here is their mission: Career Gear is a non-profit organization that builds strong families and communities by empowering low-income men to overcome barriers and achieve self-sufficiency. We promote the economic independence of low-income men by providing financial literacy training, a network of support, professional attire, career development tools, job-readiness and essential life-skills training that help men enter the workforce, stay employed and become role models and mentors to their families and communities.

I will be adding them to the list in our other post, but haven’t gotten a chance yet. I know organizations like this often struggle to find less common sizes, so I am sure wherever you donate to will be appreciative.

Good luck and take care of yourself through the process! Please let us know if you find any good organizations that we did not include in our other post.



Posted on May 9, 2014 at 1:17 pm

I have lost my mother 11th Jan 14 . We all are in shock Dad & my 2 sisters but my dad slowly was giving silly bits of clothing away to a lady at his church who wish of similar size. It was small an impact on the clothes she had. He then told us that when this particular lady came to church in one of mums items of clothing it upset him So was left alone. Then after just 14 weeks to the day of my mums death my father has had a serious stroke. We are all in bits and as he is 82 years young we at the moment can’t see him recovering enough to go home. So in my bad moment of judgement decided now was the right time to remove all of my mothers clothes from the wardrobe. Taking them to charity shops… But now in a moment of reflection have had bad feelings that I’ve done the wrong thing. If by luck he make a good recovery (doubting so) will it hinder his greif and recovery.. Not helping are my sisters who differed in opinions as to yes or no I’m at a loss as to his worsening greif I may now cause him. What have I done ????



Posted on May 9, 2014 at 1:28 pm

Diane, I am so sorry about your mom and that you dad is now not well. There is no ‘right’ or ‘wrong’ when it comes to this sort of thing! You did what you believed was right for you and your dad in that moment and, if your dad does recover, he will likely recognize you were trying to do something to support him. You may find that your initial inclination was right on and that he will be appreciative of your help. If not, we can’t change the past. All we can do is move forward, communicate honestly, and be as respectful of each other’s grief as we can, while grieving ourselves. I hope your father is able to make a recovery. Take care . . .



Posted on May 12, 2014 at 5:31 pm

my wife died in early February of this year. I’ve been able to get through most of the things you talked about but am having a problem with all the pictures I have of her on the walls and tables. Everytime I look at them my emotions take over. Should I take them down and only keep a few up for now or just wait a little longer



Posted on August 9, 2014 at 3:51 pm

In 2008, our son, only child, died at the age of 21 yrs after a 2.5 yr battle with a spinal cord tumor. Its been 6 years. We still have not been able to deal with his portion of the house. We have remodeled one half the house. The other half just feels so painful to even touch. I really do not know where to go to for help with this. We have been in grief support groups – talk therapy — but no real practical advice aside from “You have just got to do it.” We have tried. I admit I am the one to break down first. It feels like betrayal and loss, even though I know Mike (our son) would not have wanted it this way.

Some of your advice sounds good. Taking pictures. The sorting rather than a rush to throw away. Do you have other thoughts? Are there professionals that could help us with this process? We live in Long Beach, CA — the other side of the continent from you guys.



Posted on August 9, 2014 at 7:16 pm

Bob, I can’t even imagine how tough it must be trying to face going through things after such a painful loss. There are professionals who can help with this. Though very different, a therapist who works with hoarders could be a fit for this. Though hoarding is of course entirely different than holding on to items after a loss, the similarity is that there is an emotional or psychological connection to items that makes it difficult to part with them. Hoarding is actually related to anxiety and OCD, but someone who has worked with hoarders may have both the strategies and understanding that would be helpful to support you through the process of going through your son’s belongings. I did a little research online to see if there was anyone who looked like they might be a good fit in your area. This person is in Newport Beach and based on his website he may be a good resource for you. This is his site: This is in no way an endorsement – I don’t know him personally and cannot speak of his services, but he is clinically licensed and seems to have experience and expertise that may be beneficial based on his website. If he is not a good fit for you, he may be able to put you in touch with someone who is in your area. I am sorry I am not more familiar with the people and services in your area. I am glad there was some help in this post. We do have a couple other posts on this topic that may be helpful, if you haven’t checked them out yet:

If you find something that ends up being helpful, please come back and share if you think of it. It may be of great help to the many other grievers struggling with this.



Posted on August 20, 2014 at 11:21 am

Thank you so much for this article. It’s nice to know that I’m not alone in my feelings as I attempt to pack my mother’s (and previously my grandfather’s) house. Several friends have offered to help, but I just don’t know what I would have them do because I feel like I have to sort through about 50 years of people’s lives. I know that there is no right or wrong way to do things, but I think a step-by-step plan would help. If someone could tell me where to start and what to do in each room, it would make the process a whole lot easier. Right now, I feel like I’m flitting from room to room clearing some stuff and making some progress, but I don’t have much to show for it. Very often, I step into the house and have no idea where to start or what to do. I am at the point where I want to be done packing the house, but my lack of direction keeps me from getting anything done. Any advice on this would be greatly appreciated.

Thank you,



Posted on August 30, 2014 at 8:44 pm

Stacie, I saw your post and wanted to respond to it. I’ve helped a number of people deal with estates as part of my job as a professional organizer. Sometimes, I’ve acted as a touchstone- as an objective observer, I can ask questions and offer alternatives that will help my client decide what to do with a particular item. At other times, I’ve been more of a cheerleader- helping my client stay on track and stay motivated. I’ve also done house inventories- usually when the children didn’t live near their parents. I just posted the first part of a 3-part series on how to clear out the house of a loved one at Parts 2 and 3 are coming in the next few days and will have a step-by-step plan that I think you will find useful. Clearing out the house of a loved one is a difficult job. If you feel you need to do all the sorting and deciding yourself, that’s fine. But I suggest you invite someone along for company. Choose someone supportive and willing to not do anything. Best wishes. -Beth


Angela Goins

Posted on October 15, 2014 at 12:11 am

As the owner of an estate sale company here in Atlanta, I have been the shoulder that clients can cry on often. Liquidating an estate is an emotional process, and as a professional, you can tell there are stages to this process, and clients have found it very helpful in knowing they aren’t alone in this process. Sadly, many people do not realize that there are professional companies out there to help! Usually there are no upfront fees, as we are commission based, so that just means the more money we can make for a client, the more we earn as well, so its a win-win type of situation. This can really be helpful to those who have to meet financial obligations. Once the family decides what is to be kept, the estate sale company will come in and determine what is trash or sellable. (Obvious trash/personal papers should be tossed). The average person does not understand where the real value is within the estate and tends to throw away hundreds of dollars of “junk” while thinking grandma’s china is worth a mint! (The reason it’s not is because its not microwave & dishwasher safe…. And no one wants to hand wash dishes!) Companies should know the current trends as to what’s hot and what’s not. Doing due-diligence on the company you hire is the second biggest task you should face. Make sure they are state certified, and insured. Many companies have appraisers on staff. It is important that more people recognize there are professional organizations to help those who are grieving with a loss.


Sally Banks

Posted on January 27, 2015 at 6:07 am

I lost my mother over 10years ago. I have been passed a number of things that I know what to do with. Others I don’t – what do I do with her old diaries, I only have a couple but can’t bear to read them but they are so personal feel awful to chuck them away. What to do with a half written book she had started to write on having cancer, I can not even look at that one without bursting into tears but she poured her heart and sole into it. Any help or suggestions much appreciated



Posted on January 29, 2015 at 12:54 am

It sounds like you’re not really ready to let go of your mother’s diary; there’s nothing wrong with that. You might want to check out some of the cancer support groups online. Some have areas where people post their personal stories. If you feel up to it, you can scan her book (if it’s handwritten) and send it to them. I’m sure that her story would help others. Do you have other relatives who might like the diaries? It sounds like you might- I’d suggest offering the diaries to them first.



Posted on February 3, 2015 at 4:52 pm

Hey Sally,

We actually wrote a post on whether or not to read your loved one’s journals and diaries. Right now it sounds like you know where you stand but in the future it may be helpful if you feel any different. I had the exact same feelings about reading my mother’s treatment journal that she kept when she was diagnosed and treated for Pancreatic Cancer; I ultimately read the first few pages and gave up. Personally, unless it’s causing you distress to hang on to them, I would keep them even if you aren’t going to read them. This hasn’t been a very helpful comment :( Sorry.




Posted on February 2, 2015 at 3:32 pm

my parents passed away within 3 months of each other. We hadn’t had time to process our grief over my Mom when Dad got sick, required palliative care and then also passed. They had lived in their home for fifty years. When Mom passed we just closed her bedroom door but when Dad died we had to deal with the whole house. I felt like an intruder going through their things. It was very hard to part with things they had taken such good care of. My sister made the decision to keep the house and in doing so we were spared having to watch it sell and strangers move into our home.
For me it was hard/strange going back for the first time after my sister made it her home. There are still memories in every room and I am slowly accepting that it wasn’t about their things or their home, it is about two people who filled our lives with love and those memories can never be replaced.



Posted on February 3, 2015 at 4:23 pm


I had the same exact experience when my sister moved into my childhood home. It was left the same for many years after my mother died but then my dad moved. My sister has 4 young kids yet for some reason I just assumed it would stay the same! Anyway, I know exactly what you mean. I’m sorry you dealt with the death of both of your parents in such a short period. We wrote a post about Cumulative Grief awhile back that you might find helpful if you haven’t already learned about this type of grief.



Timothy ward

Posted on February 2, 2015 at 4:56 pm

My mom died suddenly with no warning. I lived with her. All of a sudden I went from having a happy home with my mom to having just over a month to get rid of almost everything we owned and move into 2 rooms in someone else’s house where I couldn’t take much. There was no time to take your time going through things. It all had to be done immediately, decide know what I could be keep, what to give away, what had to be thrown out and what could be sold. All this while trying to deal with the loss of my mom. Our furniture was given to a neighbor who desperately needed it. I not only had to get rid of most of my mother’s things but most of my own as well. Of my mother’s things just about all I could keep was her collection of things related to the New York Yankees, including books, plaques, Magazines, and shirts. I also decided I couldn’t part with my mom’s chair. I just couldn’t let it go. It had too many memories. It is nothing fancy or worth much to anybody else but I could not let it end up in the trash. I had so little time to grieve. I just wanted to just lay in my bed and cry but everything had to be done immediately. I had to get out of the house. I had no choice in leaving but even if I had a choice I do not believe I could have continued waking up to an empty house. I had help from family and I couldn’t have done it without them but it was still so hard. Losing my mom, and then getting rid of almost everything we owned all in just over a month was almost more than I could bear.



Posted on February 3, 2015 at 4:21 pm


What a nightmare. Literally that sounds like a nightmare. I’m so sorry. I don’t think people understand how things like this can complicate, exacerbate and delay our grief. I’m glad you did manage to hang onto a few things. I’m sure they will be treasured.



Bob Maxell

Posted on February 3, 2015 at 6:14 pm

I originally posted back on 9-Aug-2014.
Five days ago, my wife and I contacted a “clutter & hoarding professional” local to Long Beach to see if she had advice for us. Though we were not the standard case with which she typically works, she came by to assess the situation. She made several suggestions such as starting with the hardest area (Mike’s bedroom) and to start with the “low hanging fruit” — those things that most obviously can be placed alternately (either garbage or donation). She also framed the experience as “embracing the grief rather than trying to hide from it.” We did ask that she come back to help us with that process in two weeks. I have found that the thought that a third person will be involved has prompted my wife and I (though I admit I have been the major malfunction in this situation) to start the process on our own while we have sole control of the process. When the pro comes back she will be making suggestions on how we can proceed, she will also have resources to enact decisions immediately. She has assured us that the objective is to accomplish the process in a manner that we respect our son’s desire that we carry on with our lives, we minimize risk of regret, we move forward to get his room to a state we want it to be in.
The tears have been flowing freely over the last 5 five days, but we are not devastated. Along with grief we are remembering good things, as well.
I will post back as this unfolds.



Posted on February 3, 2015 at 10:55 pm

Thank you so much for sharing this update, Bob. Please keep us posted on how this process goes for you. Though hoarding is of course very different that grief, I can see a hoarding professional being a good option in that they will be able to recognize and support the emotion pieces of this process. Thinking of you and your wife . . . I am sure this will not be an easy process.



Posted on February 8, 2015 at 11:06 pm

Where do I even begin? My aunt and grandmother lived together and sort of took care of each other. On December 19, my aunt unexpectedly passed away in a traumatic way Infront of my grandmothers feet. My grandmother is handicapped, Couldn’t give her CPR and is absolutely traumatized from the experience. She couldn’t bare to stay in the house by herself. It wouldn’t be safe for her either. Two days after my aunt passed away, my husband and I took my grandmother in to live with us. I’m only 28 years old and I have no idea what I’m doing. I have no family help. My mom passed away 4 years ago at 45 years old. My sister, (who just turned 21) lives in a different state. I have been left to sort through their gigantic condo alone with my husband. The insurance company wants to change me a fortune to insure a vacant condo, so I just busted my butt all weekend clearing out the house. They have a mortgage and since my grandma can’t afford it, I have to get the house up for sale ASAP. I’m trying to afford my own bills, help my grandma pay hers etc. I am so stressed out and depressed that I haven’t even had any time to grieve. I feel horrible like I made bad decisions throwing most things out, but I don’t have the time to go through the amount of stuff they have. It would have taken me 5 years to properly do that alone! I have also donated tons of things. At first glance in their house, you wouldn’t have know my aunt was a hoarder. She had so much stuff piled up in closets, under beds, in dressers. This has been the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do and I just feel like giving up.


Angela Goins

Posted on February 9, 2015 at 7:00 am

I am so sorry for your loss! I would honestly recommend you call an estate sale company in your area who can help you sell and clean out the house. If you need help finding someone in your area to do that, feel free to email me at: These companies usually only charge a commission on the sale so you aren’t having to come up with major bucks to clean out the house. (((( hugs!!!))))



Posted on February 10, 2015 at 8:58 am

My lovely mum passed away on 2 Noveber 2013. She was the centre of my life, always so energetic and happy. I felt so loved. After being diagnosed with leukaemia she passed away 18 months later. I now live in my mothers house and I can honestly say the most painful thing I have face is dealing with her possessions. My brother has told me point blank he can’t deal with it so I have been left to do this alone. My attic, garage and two bedrooms are stuffed with boxes and belonging I cannot face. The thought of sorting through things again makes me feel so anxious and upset, the doors stay closed. I long to be free of these items that I know are not her. I have felt angry that it has been left to me to deal with this and this leads to paralysing guilt. I hope in time I feel strong enough to move forward.



Posted on February 11, 2015 at 11:59 am

Thanks for the inspiring information. Thankfully I am not going through a death but have to move myself. I am 40 and my home has been making me Sick due to mold. I am so sad as I thought I would be here forever. I’ve come to love my home. Unfortunately I just can’t keep up with all the maintenance by myself. Strangely it feels like a terrible sadness I’m going through. I’m getting rid of everything. I just don’t know where to start. I am on disability and have so much stuff. My crafts and gardening stuff and oh I just don’t know where to begin. Your article gave me a different perspective on how to approach it. I pretty much can take what fits in my car. I have a 2 bedroom home with 2 sheds. It is so overwhelming. I guess when your health is compromised those small items don’t have any meaning anymore.
I’m going to do your steps exactly as you said and hopefully be done less stressed and healthier.



Posted on February 11, 2015 at 1:48 pm

This is in response to Sally Banks – I wanted to post as a direct reply but couldn’t figure out how.

Do you have any children, or nieces/nephews? I am asking because if there are going to be future generations of your family, I urge you to keep the diaries for their sakes. I would not want to read my own mother’s diary either – it would almost feel like a violation of her privacy, and for all I know I might find out things I didn’t want to know – but I would LOVE to have the diaries of any of my great-grandparents, who I did not personally know. That would be a wonderful connection to family history, while not feeling over-personal. Your mother’s diaries may someday help to keep her memory & wisdom alive for relatives who never even knew her. Just a thought.


Bob Maxell

Posted on February 25, 2015 at 3:22 pm

Follow-Up to 3-Feb-2015 post.

On 13-Feb Michelle the “hired gun” showed up to help my wife Laurine and I with the process. Since the day we had first contacted Michelle, we had been chipping away at Mike’s room — and significant progress had been made — but there was a long way to go.. Michelle’s process was to remove boxes of things or collect a bunch of stuff and move it outside the room to be sorted into donate, discard, delegate piles. (First two piles are pretty much self explanatory, the last pile was for giving to a specific individual or for keeping in a designated place.) Michelle frequently picked up an item and said “Tell me about this.”. I think she did that especially if I showed a strong reaction to something. I found that after I told her the story behind the item, the decision became clearer and easier to make. Tears were allowed, as well as the smiles. It was not all pain. In some cases, I found that I was okay with simply taking a picture of something before letting it go. We made a lot of progress that day. The difference is night and day. Looking at the before and after pictures emphasizes the value of what was done. Michelle made sure to cart off the things for donation when she left. We are continuing the process in Mike’s room, and in other rooms and the garage.

It is not easy, but it is not as bad as I feared. More importantly: it is worth it.



Posted on March 1, 2015 at 11:52 am

Thank you SO much for taking the time to come back and give us an update. It sounds like you got a great person to come in and help, and I agree so much with what you said about sharing the stories behind things bringing some clarity as to whether you want or need to keep them. Best wishes as you continue in this process. I am sure your comment will bring others hope that what seems like an impossible task can be doable once you start.



Posted on June 13, 2015 at 7:45 pm

Thank you Litsa for having this site and to everyone who shared their experience with grief and letting go. I have been searching for help and answers and here is where I’ve found some real love and guidance. It’s hard to talk to others who haven’t been through it and I don’t want to bring down happy people either with my problems.
Letting go of my parents, their home of 55 years and everything in it whilst I’m living in it is I feel traumatic. They never wanted to go into a nursing home so I felt privileged to look after both of them until each passed away, My Mom 24th March 2013 aged 84yrs and my Dad 13th April 2015 aged 91yrs. Both were such loving caring and happy people, the house was always a great place to come for everyone for a chat and a cup of tea! It’s not just inside but it’s outside too, Mom’s beautiful rose garden, Dad’s cherry trees the nectarine and peach trees we planted together, then there’s all the pet’s graves and the living pets! Dad’s fish tank and avery, oh how I wish I could afford to save it all. I buy lottery tickets in the hope my late father could help me save the house. I have siblings who all need the money so, there’s not much I can do. However, this site has given me the tools to work through it all, face the pain and let it go. I don’t know where I’ll go but I know my parents and siblings wouldn’t want me to live in a mausoleum either. Thank you again for all your soulful and moving stories it really has made a difference to know you’re not alone.



Posted on June 14, 2015 at 11:52 am

Hey Tess,

I can tell you, you are not alone in feeling this way. We’ve had many other commenters come and say they know they need to let go of a home but are just struggling so much to be able to actually do it. It’s another loss and it is especially difficult when it feels like you’re letting go of the place where your parents memory (and your own history) resides. I’m not sure how much you looked around the site but we did also write a post on saying goodbye to a home and grieving places past. Some people don’t get all that emotionally attached to places, but I personally feel like homes (real homes) sometimes have a bit of a soul. Letting go is a challenge so go easy on yourself as you work through it.




Posted on June 16, 2015 at 5:23 am

Thank you so much Eleanor,
You’re right about letting go of a family home it’s like losing your loved ones all over again. I’ll check the site you suggested and see if I can get some solace from others who have travelled down the road I’m about to go on:(



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